So i just heard this quote & i love it!!! It's so what i want to say to a select few people!! haha "There comes a time when you have to stand up & shout:
This is me dang it!
I look the way i look, think the way i feel, love the way i love!I am the whole complex package. Take me.... or leave me. Accept me.... or walk away! Do not try to make me feel like less of a person, just because i don't fit your idea of who i should be & don't try to change me to fit your mold. If i need to change, i alone will make that decision. When you are strong enough to love yourself 100%, good & bad, you will be amazed at the opportunities that life presents you!" --stacey charter
& also tonight is THE BACHELOR!!! i so can't wait to see what happens tonight!! (is it bad that i am so so addicted to it? well that my whole family is? it basically is fhe every monday night!!)
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Jake Pavekla-- Bachelor 2010
So I must admit that i am 100% addicted to this seasons Bachelor. I haven't missed an episode yet!! Actually my whole family has become very faithful Bachelor watchers (even my dad & brothers haha) Since the very first episode i have already knew my favorite girls, least favorite girls & i have also picked my #1 favorite girl. About the girls left... (in order of Favorite to Least!)
Tenley
Tenley is the one i would pick if i were Jake, if he doesn't pick her he is just plan STUPID!! She is freaking gorgeous!! & She is like the only girl who isn't fake. She seems to be on the show for the right reasons....to find love & to be the right one for Jake. She is definitely here for Jake & not just to be on the show. She is the ONLY one who goes on dates with Jake & all that matter are the two of them!! She hasn't ever brought up any of the problems that are going on with the other girls @ the house.... (VIENNA!!!) Also being married previously i feel that she has more experience than any of the other girls & she deserves a husband who will treat her right!! :)
Ali
Ali is my 2nd favorite. She is a very pretty girl, & i like her. To say the least she hates Vienna but who doesn't? I have noticed that the past couple of times Jake has taken her for there 1 on 1, she has brought up Vienna in one way or another. It doesn't seem to me that she is all focused on the end prize as much as others may be! I just dont think she is completely right for Jake...
Gia
Gia is right there next to Ali, I like her but there is just some things that bug me, first of all she isn't confident at all.... In the last episode on her double with Vienna she kinda just hung back & didn't fit at all for Jake, she needs to be more confident cuz she is gorgeous! Second, her lips!! They are so so fake! It bugs me!! (My mom thinks when she smiles she looks like the Joker!!) She isn't right for Jake, they are 2 totally different people with different goals in life!!
Vienna
Vienna, i can pretty much describe my feelings for her in 5 words & 1 number! HATE HER, SHE IS 2 FACED! She just bugs the crap out of me!!! She acts completely different when she is with the girls in the house compared to when she is alone with Jake, & the dumbest thing about it is HE DOESN'T SEE IT & when others tell him about it HE JUST DOESN'T GET IT!!! I think if he picks her it will be the beginning of Hell for him!!
So question for all you avid watchers.... Is anyone else SO SO SO freakin upset with Jake for not illuminating Vienna at the last rose ceremony? (& after what she did on the last episode!!) She drives me completely insane!! I knew girls in high school like her & EVERYONE hated them, why can't Jake see who she really is, instead of seeing her as someone she is pretending to be!!
If Jake is STUPID & doesn't pick Tenley to be his wife, who votes she is nextseasons Bachelorette?!
It finally happened!!!!! I went snowboarding!! Me, Kyson, Sky & Marie went up to Brian Head & went night boarding on Saturday!! It was super awesome! I can't wait to go again!! :) Also check out my brand new snowboarding outfit!
(New Brown, Blue & White Jacket, White Pants, & a Brown Headband/Beanie) (i got it all for under $80 dollars)
This post may be sorta on the long side but a lot happened this week!! Read on if you wish!! Monday: Slept in & then just chillled all day with the family!! (oh & all my shows started back up again!) Tuesday: I went to lunch with Tiff, Shay & Stacia to celebrate her (stacia) getting engaged! On my way across the street from work to Olive Garden i managed to tap a curb & pop my front tire completely. Work was so horrible! After being there for about 5 minutes i knew that the day was going to be one of those that NEVER end!! Enough said on that!! (just plain right bad!) That night i got a text from Axton inviting me to go to Kolob sledding/tubing... I agreed to it before he said we will be leaving @ 7:30 AM!!!!!!! Wednesday: S0... 7:30am came pretty fast. After picking up everyone we headed up to Kolob. Although it was long day was very eventful & very very fun! It ranged from finding out not only were we sledding/ tubing but we would be riding snowmobiles to Callins cabin to driving off the cliff & taking out a tree to sledding off the balcony on completely flat, pretty hard ground to knee deep snow in some places to me falling off the snowmobile cuz of the icy step! Don't get me wrong it was a freaking awesome day! But to be honest i have never seen my life flash before my eyes as many times that day as it did during the duration on the snowmobiles!!
The Whole Group: (me, axton, gabe, rash, annie, chancen, tyson & callin)
Me & Rash (the HUGE smiles were mainly because we made it off the mountain safely!!)
Me & Axton
(in case you cant tell i was holding on for dear life entire day!!)
And last but not least.... Callin in his soccer shorts & snow boats!!! (There is quite the funny story goes with this picture.. We were standing on the porch shedding our snow clothes before we went into the cabin & I glanced over at Callin while he was undoing his snow pants & he said " dont worry i'm not naked under here but i wish i were!!")
Thursday:
Basically work & more work!
Friday: Worked til about 3-4, then went home to help Sky work on my dresser he is building! Spent an hour or so staining all the wood. Saturday: Watched my little brother dominate in his Basketball game!! Woke up with a small rash around my leg by my ankles... Sunday: Woke up to my whole body (excluding my face) covered in a red rash. After showing my aunt (who i work with.. nurse) She told me that i am allergic to the antibiotic i was taking for an infection! That makes a 2 that i can't have!!
..The End..
(hopefully i didnt bore you with my week happenings!) back to my staining & dresser making project!!
I am not huge reader... Well to be honest I HATE READING!! But when i hear of a good book, I can't put it down. I have to read it from start to finish before i can go to bed. I read the first book in one day, the next day i read the second & in 2 days i read the 3rd. I have started this series by the wonderful artist, Anita Stansfield. I would recommend it to everyone!!!!
(& thanks Kasey & Grandma for letting me borrow the last ones)
Today i was reading this talk by my favorite President Henry B. Eyring, called "Home For Christmas." I came across a part that really struck me it reads:
"What all of us long for in our hearts, at Christmastime and always, is to feel bound together in love with the sweet assurance that it can last forever. This is the promise of eternal life, which God has called His greatest gift to His children (see D&C 14:7). That is made possible by the gifts to us of His Beloved Son: the Savior’s birth, Atonement, and Resurrection. It is through the Savior’s life and mission that we have the assurance that we can be together in love and live forever in families."
His talk was based on 4 main topics: 1. Longing for Eternal Love (D&C 14:7) 2. Finding the Promised Joy (Matt 6: 14-15) 3. Felling the Joy of Giving (Mosiah 4: 20-23 & Revelations 13:8) 4. Blessed with his light (Moroni 7: 16, D&C 81:5 & 3 Nephi 19:24-25)
I would encourage you all too read it if you have a little extra time on your hands this holiday season!! Or it'd be a great fhe lesson. Just go to lds.org or in the Dec. 2009 Ensign or Liahona to find it. Its a great talk.
(p.s. Also, just a side note...I am no longer a private blog. Didn't like it!)
