Must Get!!

I went with my mom to Taylor Andrews (hair academy) this evening & we both got a scalp massage. It felt amazing!! If you have never had one... go get one!! They are a wonderful invention!!! (Monday's throughout march & april they are only $5) Then i got a much needed trim. :) i love it! Got home about an hour ago, worked out for a bit, & then talked to Trevor.
Tonight i am kinda at a loss for words & in a little bit of a sad mood.... Guess i should be happier i have one thing to look forward to... Vegas this weekend :)

Getting To Know Me Better

Random things about me to get to know me better!!

• I would rather break a bone than be touched by feet.
• I pretty much have a horrible feet fetish
  
• I know that good music + good food can fix anything. It has many of times
• I say I'm fine...I'm lying (usually)
• I love riding the tandem bike summer nights past the orchard
• I am a firm believer that one shoe can change your life
• I only tried on skinny jeans once before I feel in love with them
• I absolutely love my vans, I need a few more pairs
• I enjoy long walks & talks, especially when I have a hand to hold
• I really ENJOY just driving w/ no end destination
• I love flipping my pillow over to the cold side on any given night
• I get super attached to people
• I should warn you… when I am in a bad mood… let me cool down by myself
• "There's never a right time to say goodbye..." (Chris Brown)
• I like to read… but only if it’s interesting in the first few pages
• I love going out south of town & having bon fires
• I would listen to music all day everyday if I could
• "....we adore who ignores us and ignore who adores us"
• I cry more than I’d like to admit
• I LOVE motorcycle rides. They are a good way to just release some steam
• I don’t like being the decision maker. I really don’t care what we do, & if I do, I’ll let you know.
• I can think of a few specific times I've laughed so hard that I've almost peed my pants.
• I can’t wait for summer to officially be here
• I can think of countless time that I've cried over something so stupid then laughed at it later
• I LOVE writing in my journal
• I love singing. Especially in the car, the shower or when I am all alone.
• I do not care what other people think of me. I am who I am
• I like getting dressed up all nice & pretty but would rather be in a pair jeans, a plain tee & my vans
• I love sports and every single day I miss playing them
• I am quiet & shy at first but once I get to know you, I really open up
• I know that I'm exceptionally far from perfect, but I like to believe I'm almost perfect
• I can't wake up to an alarm
• I have always wanted a temple marriage & a family of my own :)
• I have an obsession with tom's deli (greatest creation)
• I should have been born a mermaid or fish... i love the water
• I am addicted to the tv show Bones
• I already know what i want my headstone to look like (weird?!)
• I usually give my heart away too soon... resulting in my heart aching
• "... you never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have...."
• I have always wanted to be hypnotized
  

We'll that is all i can think of at the moment... Hope you learned lots :)

Long Day

Today has been a very long day! Yup, its my 5th day of waking up @ 4 am :( I dont know why it happens but it does at exactly 4:39am i am wide awake, luckily no tears the past 2 mornings! I slept through my phone alarm 3 times, so i woke up late. Worked from 9-1. Looked everywhere for some bright& cheerful gerber daisies... finally found some @ tai pan after an hour of searching. On my way home i almost had my car window shattered. (stupid truck driver!!) Made a gerber daisy bouquet to put on my friends grave for her b-day today (Happy Birthday Mandy Johnson, I love you & miss you lots!) Went to the Kim, Trev's & Tates with Sky & Marie to watch Tristian & Isolde, pretty good movie... sad ending. Played NERTZ (a freaking fun card game), & had a blast! What an eventful day, if only i could go to sleep right now...

Normal?!

Is it weird that i have woken up from a (semi) sad dream about a guy @ exactly 4 am the monday morning & tuesday morning in tears? It wasn't just a few tears, my pillow was pretty wet & i was breathing kinda funny (like people do when they cry extremely hard & they can barely catch there breath)I dont know whats up but i hope that when 4 am rolls around i am sound asleep with no tears! I guess part of this came true this morning rolled around & 4 am i was wide awake again!!!
So, side note....I found this quote tonight & it describes my feelings for the guy i dreamed about...... (i know its prob too early to say this but its my honest feelings)

Weekend Fun

This weekend i took my sisters & 2 of their friends up to the boy's basketball state playoff games @ UVU. We got up there Friday & played Wasatch, it was a very intense game, but we lost in the last quarter because of the ref's. I mean seriously 28 fouls called on us vs. 9 called on them during the entire game! That seems quite unfair. But great job tigers for playing your best & winning today!! :) After the game to calm the girls down we went out for ice cream, Trev met us there & then went back to our relatives house to watch Baby Mama. It was such a fun night, thanks Trev for cheering up the girls & especially for making my weekend lots of fun :) I'm sad i had to leave & come home but i am excited to sleep in my own bed tonight :)

events i CAN'T wait for in march:

-The Bachelor, last 2 episodes :) go tenley... boo vienna!!
-Vegas trip with the fam March 11th-14th
-My 20th Birthday :) (i will no longer be a teenager...dang now i must grow up & act like an adult!)
-Vegas trip with Trevor March 18th-21st (if i'm still invited)
-My best friend Claire will be 20 on the 18th :) happy b-day! hope its a good one!
-Erin's Birthday on 29th

Provo

I wanted post something longer & way exciting but
instead this is basically my weekend in a nutshell....

i went up to Provo & spent the weekend with Trevor (& his family) :) Friday night i went to his soccer game & he got re-injured :( because of the stupid goalie! We watched some movies with his roommate & his girlfriend then with & his sister JaNae & her boyfriend, I slept over @ JaNae's apartment (by the way thanks!!) Spent lots of time with his family which was heaps of fun, & also with his cute nephew too, Camden is a handsome little guy. Went bowling with his whole family which was a blast. :) Basically his family is awesome & they are so funny! :) It was very sad to have leave Provo to come back home today but it had to end eventually :( oh & i decided that i really do hate the cold!! (snow especially!)

Vegas Baby!!

Welcome Home from your mission BRETT LANE LEAVITT!! The past 2 years went by so fast!! Friday- We (me, sky, marie, shayli & shauni) got to Vegas later in the afternoon & went straight to Brett's so we could see him!! After visiting with all the family there we went to Town Square with Brett. It was lots of fun! Saturday- Spent more time with all the cousins, went shopping with Sky & Marie. It was pretty fun! I got a call on the way home from the mall & it was Trevor (Rhonda's nephew) he asked if i wanted to go on a date with him later that night! It made my whole day to have him ask me out! We went on our date with my brother Sky & his girlfriend Marie, my cousin Brett & trevor's friend Meagan. We ate at Buffalo Wild Wings, (i must say i was kinda nervous to eat it there having never heard of it but Trevor swore by it so i decided to try it & not be scared! It is was pretty good i might add!) After eating we went bowling. Game 1 Trevor & Sky tied for 1st place with a score of 156. I felt bad though for Trevor, his shoulder was hurting him so bad but he kept bowling. :( What a trooper!! Game 2 after the first 2 frames of me & Trevor had knocked down the exact same number of pins so we decided we were gonna end the game with the same score! Even though we didn't win, the end score was Me: 74, Trevor 74. That takes some mad skill & of course me & trevor have it! :) Once we finished our games we headed over to his house to decorate some cookies his sister Meg had made for Valentines Day!

This is a picture of mine & Trevor's cookie! :) Isn't it just the cutest cookie ever!!!!
(I let Trevor pick the hearts cuz i frosted it, they say....call me, sweet pea, sweet love,my boo, my girl, me & you, you rock, love him, adore me, crazy 4U, & soul mate!)

Sunday- Slept @ Bretts again & then went to get ready with the rest of the family at Dax & Amy's. Church was at 1:00, Brett did an amazing job with his testimony & talk. Taralee, Shelise, Kyle & Ronnow sang, it was very beautiful!! :) Afterwords we visited with family & had some delicious lunch! That night Trevor invited me, my sisters & brett to go watch a movie later at his house. We watch Iron Man, a little bit of The Office, Hannah Montana, some tree cutting show, & Wizards of Waverly Places.
Monday- We woke up, got ready, hung around the house for a little while, said our goodbyes :( Then went shopping at the mall. I found 3 new shirts & a new dress! The twins found there preference dresses :) Then we headed home!! It was a quick trip back. I am very sad this weekend is over, now back to the real world. I can't wait til another weekend in Vegas!