Vegas / Birthday

So today was my 20th b-day, I am no longer a teenager!! Kinda a bitter-sweet moment. I'm a little sad to not be a teen but at the same time i am way excited to be 20. Guess its time to grow up & act mature! :) ha
Recent happenings in a nut-shell cuz its 1:00 am & i am super tired......
-Went to Vegas: (thurs-sat)
(thurs)-Hung out with the family, spent the afternoon on the strip, shopping, & a wonderful dinner (thanks ronnow & rhonda), & had a good talk with Taralee! (thanks for talking with me & helping me figure some confusing things in my life right now! it was really fun!! we must do it more ofter, you made me feel so much better!! i love you so much! )
(fri) a little more shoppin, triple date (me, adam- brett, katie- sky, chelsea) might i say very fun, props to Brett Lane, & pretty much all i can say is i loved the bellagio water show, spent time with uncle ronnow, aunt rhonda & brett (might i say very fun)
(sat) slept in :) felt so nice after getting to bed around 2, got some b-day presents (i'll have to post pictures later), ate a delicious breakfast made by uncle ronnow (very delicious french toast & yummy bacon), then we came home & i had some friends over.
- B-day Party
(sat night)
I had a couple of friends (claire,(her fiance justin), stacia, shay, kristen, brittany, & dan) over for banana splits for my b-day! Oh they were heavenly!! After we ate, we played Nertz, til about 12:30, it was so much fun!! I'll have to post funny stories about our Nertz game later :)

As for now I am off to bed!!

Day 3

Wow, this is the 3rd day in a row posting on my blog :) that's a record for me!!

So, after eating a very delicious, HUGE slice of asphalt pie from wingers at lunch, i felt a little guilty so this evening so i decided to workout, my workout consisted of:
- 100 regular crunches
- 100 leg raises
- 50 Wacky Jacks (sounds funny but really burns)
- 15 minutes of our weighted hula hoop
- 30 minute jog/sprint (wasn't gonna be a sprint but had a creepy moment so i had to sprint home!!!)
-15 boy push-ups (most i can do which isn't many but for not doing them in a year or so that is good)
Vegas the day after tomorrow :) I totally am so so excited!!! It's gonna be so much fun to see Uncle Ronnow, Aunt Rhonda, Brett (& hopefully) Taralee & her cute little family :) We are def gonna have a fun time this weekend!! Can't wait!

Must Get!!

I went with my mom to Taylor Andrews (hair academy) this evening & we both got a scalp massage. It felt amazing!! If you have never had one... go get one!! They are a wonderful invention!!! (Monday's throughout march & april they are only $5) Then i got a much needed trim. :) i love it! Got home about an hour ago, worked out for a bit, & then talked to Trevor.
Tonight i am kinda at a loss for words & in a little bit of a sad mood.... Guess i should be happier i have one thing to look forward to... Vegas this weekend :)

Getting To Know Me Better

Random things about me to get to know me better!!

• I would rather break a bone than be touched by feet.
• I pretty much have a horrible feet fetish
  
• I know that good music + good food can fix anything. It has many of times
• I say I'm fine...I'm lying (usually)
• I love riding the tandem bike summer nights past the orchard
• I am a firm believer that one shoe can change your life
• I only tried on skinny jeans once before I feel in love with them
• I absolutely love my vans, I need a few more pairs
• I enjoy long walks & talks, especially when I have a hand to hold
• I really ENJOY just driving w/ no end destination
• I love flipping my pillow over to the cold side on any given night
• I get super attached to people
• I should warn you… when I am in a bad mood… let me cool down by myself
• "There's never a right time to say goodbye..." (Chris Brown)
• I like to read… but only if it’s interesting in the first few pages
• I love going out south of town & having bon fires
• I would listen to music all day everyday if I could
• "....we adore who ignores us and ignore who adores us"
• I cry more than I’d like to admit
• I LOVE motorcycle rides. They are a good way to just release some steam
• I don’t like being the decision maker. I really don’t care what we do, & if I do, I’ll let you know.
• I can think of a few specific times I've laughed so hard that I've almost peed my pants.
• I can’t wait for summer to officially be here
• I can think of countless time that I've cried over something so stupid then laughed at it later
• I LOVE writing in my journal
• I love singing. Especially in the car, the shower or when I am all alone.
• I do not care what other people think of me. I am who I am
• I like getting dressed up all nice & pretty but would rather be in a pair jeans, a plain tee & my vans
• I love sports and every single day I miss playing them
• I am quiet & shy at first but once I get to know you, I really open up
• I know that I'm exceptionally far from perfect, but I like to believe I'm almost perfect
• I can't wake up to an alarm
• I have always wanted a temple marriage & a family of my own :)
• I have an obsession with tom's deli (greatest creation)
• I should have been born a mermaid or fish... i love the water
• I am addicted to the tv show Bones
• I already know what i want my headstone to look like (weird?!)
• I usually give my heart away too soon... resulting in my heart aching
• "... you never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have...."
• I have always wanted to be hypnotized
  

We'll that is all i can think of at the moment... Hope you learned lots :)

Long Day

Today has been a very long day! Yup, its my 5th day of waking up @ 4 am :( I dont know why it happens but it does at exactly 4:39am i am wide awake, luckily no tears the past 2 mornings! I slept through my phone alarm 3 times, so i woke up late. Worked from 9-1. Looked everywhere for some bright& cheerful gerber daisies... finally found some @ tai pan after an hour of searching. On my way home i almost had my car window shattered. (stupid truck driver!!) Made a gerber daisy bouquet to put on my friends grave for her b-day today (Happy Birthday Mandy Johnson, I love you & miss you lots!) Went to the Kim, Trev's & Tates with Sky & Marie to watch Tristian & Isolde, pretty good movie... sad ending. Played NERTZ (a freaking fun card game), & had a blast! What an eventful day, if only i could go to sleep right now...

Normal?!

Is it weird that i have woken up from a (semi) sad dream about a guy @ exactly 4 am the monday morning & tuesday morning in tears? It wasn't just a few tears, my pillow was pretty wet & i was breathing kinda funny (like people do when they cry extremely hard & they can barely catch there breath)I dont know whats up but i hope that when 4 am rolls around i am sound asleep with no tears! I guess part of this came true this morning rolled around & 4 am i was wide awake again!!!
So, side note....I found this quote tonight & it describes my feelings for the guy i dreamed about...... (i know its prob too early to say this but its my honest feelings)

Weekend Fun

This weekend i took my sisters & 2 of their friends up to the boy's basketball state playoff games @ UVU. We got up there Friday & played Wasatch, it was a very intense game, but we lost in the last quarter because of the ref's. I mean seriously 28 fouls called on us vs. 9 called on them during the entire game! That seems quite unfair. But great job tigers for playing your best & winning today!! :) After the game to calm the girls down we went out for ice cream, Trev met us there & then went back to our relatives house to watch Baby Mama. It was such a fun night, thanks Trev for cheering up the girls & especially for making my weekend lots of fun :) I'm sad i had to leave & come home but i am excited to sleep in my own bed tonight :)

events i CAN'T wait for in march:

-The Bachelor, last 2 episodes :) go tenley... boo vienna!!
-Vegas trip with the fam March 11th-14th
-My 20th Birthday :) (i will no longer be a teenager...dang now i must grow up & act like an adult!)
-Vegas trip with Trevor March 18th-21st (if i'm still invited)
-My best friend Claire will be 20 on the 18th :) happy b-day! hope its a good one!
-Erin's Birthday on 29th