Adam

I decided that this post is going to be dedicated to Adam. I don't get on here as much as I'd like to but i just wanted to share some of the exciting things we have done & just tell you all the reasons i love him!!

-It was so fun playing futsal with our families on Thanksgiving & the day before, it'll definitely have to be an annual thing!
-Going to the temple to do baptisms with you & being super nervous cuz you wanted to baptize me, i can't wait to go back many times in the future with you! I think this day was the first day we kissed too!! :)
-Our first date, going to see lights at Tuachan.. but getting there & not really any special lights on so wandering around talking, which was very fun :) then going to get ice cream at iceberg & watching a movie at my place.
-Dancing in your living room, with only the christmas tree lights on. One earphone in my ear & one in yours playing the music from the ipod! Seriously the most romantic thing ever!! :)
-1st Road trip up north to see you.
-Watching Sherlock Holmes 1 & 2 with you & your cousins. (both EXCELLENT movies, even though i fell asleep in the 2nd one & twitched a little bit! haha)
- Going to Temple Square to see the beautiful lights! It was seriously the prettiest thing ever!!
- Going with you to the Stephan family christmas party, i was so nervous but having you by my side the entire time i was able to do it!

- Doing the Turkey Trot with our families, we better do it every year!!
-Listening to you tell me about the scriptures & interesting things you've learned!
-Your Buick!! I love sitting next to you in the middle seat!! :)

-Our first kiss, i know i told you a few times that i wasn't going to let you kiss me because i didn't want it to be hard when you left...We'll after 2 days of saying that we were sitting on the couch & you told me i had 5 minutes to leave or else you were gonna kiss me but that 5 minutes really only last about 1 minute. You said ok 30 seconds & i'm gonna kiss you, so i stood up & said i was gonna go, even though i knew i couldn't leave without kissing you. We hugged each other for about 3 minutes then kinda pulled back & you put your forehead to mine & just looked into my eyes & said are you sure i can't kiss you? I couldn't take my forehead away from yours.. the butterflies were seriously eating me alive, so i just gave in... but i was totally right though, kissing you made it harder than crap to say goodbye to you.
-Holding hand with you, every time we are together just makes me so happy! I dread the days i wont be able to do that everyday!
-I absolutely love that your not afraid to let people know we're together! I've never had a boyfriend hold my hand, hug me or kiss me in public/in front of people! It feels nice so have that affection! (even my aunt told me she was shocked to see me holding hands with you in front of people cuz she's never seen me like that, but i love it!!! ha)
-Your creative Christmas present! I absolutely loved it, even though you made me open it in front of both our families! haha thanks babe!
-& last but not least... I loved when you were at my apartment & we were looking at pictures of your cousin on facebook & you wanted to show me a band that you really liked (cake) so you pulled up your favorite song on you-tube & played it, then we went back to looking at pictures... My most favorite part of that all was the smile you had on your face during the entire song, literally your grin went from one ear to the other ear!! I have never seen you so excited about something, it seriously melted my heart & i am positive i fell more in love with you, if that's even possible!! It was so cute!!

I love you Adam James Stephan!! :)

Oct, Nov & Dec

Well, it's been forever since i got on & posted so i decided.. since a LOT has happened recently i'd add a new post!! I'm gonna try to keep up with this blog, so we'll see how it goes....

October:
-My (niece)Louise Doris Nuckles was born (technically i'm not her real aunt but i claim her mom as my sister/best friend so i figure that makes her my niece!!) She is so precious!!!
-We (me, shaun, shay, allie, megs & lacy) won the costume contest at DSC Halloween Dance!! $50 & 10 punch Zumba pass!!

KISS THIS!!

November:
-Started a few new traditions! 1st annual Turkey Day Futsal games & 1st annual Turkey Trot race with some of the Stephan Fam! Can't wait til next Thanksgiving! It'll be epic!

Participants in Turkey Trot (l to r)
Shauni, Kyson, Adam H, Me, Justin, Angela, Mom, Melis, Sky & Adam S

-Cut down our 1st ever Christmas Tree for our apartment & decorated it with white lights & random pictures of us from the year! (pics later)

December: (there is really only 1 important thing that happened this month so far worth blogging)
-Adam & I started dating
( A little about Adam.. He recently returned from his mission in Chile. We actually met through his sister, my sister-in-law (no relation, ha) About 9-11 months before he came home Melissa told me she had a cute brother on a mission that would be home in October & that i needed to be single when he got home so i could go on a date with him. I told her i'm sure i would be single in October so i'd go out with him. Little did i know that i'd meet him & fall for him! Adam is probably one of the sweetest guys i have ever met! He is different from every other guy i have dated & i am so grateful for that! I honestly don't deserve him! (not even kidding) He moved up north for school this coming spring & i am already missing him tremendously!! I don't know how i'm gonna survive til Summer!! Bring on the road trips! Thank you Adam for everything! I'm so glad for the memories we have made & can't wait for many more that are to come. I would be lost without you! You are the best! :)

Me & my handsome boyfriend Adam Stephan

Trust Issues!

You see that girl, yeah her. She seems so invincible right. But just touch her and she'll wince. She has secrets and she trusts no one. She’s the perfect example of betrayal. Because everyone she trusted, broke her. I know i am one with lots of trust issues because the second i trust someone i ends badly!
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Life is hard, love is strange.
Nothing last, people change.
People talk just a little too much.
You never know just who to trust.
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Love grows where trust is laid, and love dies where trust is betrayed.
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Its hard to trust people now days some don't understand your situation, some have big mouths, and some just don't listen.
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Break my trust once. And everything changes from there. (so true, it's hard to trust again)
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Everyone deserves a second chance, but trusting them won't be the same.
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It takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.
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People ask me why it's so hard to trust others, i ask them why it is so hard to keep a promise.
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But maybe this one helps a lot:
And when your world seems to come crashing down,
and the people you thought you trusted have betrayed you, smile.
Smile, and make them wonder why.

I will be the first to admit that i have trust issues! Almost everyone I've ever trusted, has betrayed that trust. There comes a day when you realize that you can trust no one but yourself!

Look At Me Now...

So, my friend Luke showed me this song & i am still amazed at how fast she can rap! I am not usually a lover of rap music but this is...AMAZING!! I wish i could sing as fast as she does!! Holy Smokes!! She went on the Ellen DeGeneres show & when asked what inspired her to rap said she loves to rap in the shower... i gotta start rappin in the shower!! :) ha

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khCokQt--l4

I get lightheaded just listening to her!!

New Happenings!

So, i decided it's been forever since i've posted! A lot has happened so i'll just give a few short bullet points on all the recent happenings then later i'll post about them in more detail!!

• I moved to St. George
• Fourpulling
  
• Ashley picked JP :) & i'm ecstatic about it!
• Buena Vista YSA ward
• New Friends
• Vollyball/Futsal Nights
• We got internet FINALLY!!
• New Zebra Chair
• My new journal (made by me at steamrollers)
• Full-Time at work!
• 90 degrees House!!
  
• & last but not least... Sean's home! Another good friend is home from the mission! He served his misison in Tampa, Florida! I would be super happy he's home except the fact that he is gone up to school, so it's like he never really came home!! ha Oh well, Welcome Home Sean! :)
• & tons more!!
  

photo compliments go to: allen hackworth

Bachelorette 2011

Yes, I am addicted to the Bachelor/Bachelorette! Yes, there are about 6-7 of us girls who get together every Monday night & watch it religiously! Yes, i made a bracket that i keep updated each week, Yes i'm sad William is gone. (He was a jerk but he did apologize, maybe i was just in love with his looks) & Yes i am nervous for this weeks episode because i HATE bentley with a passion & want him to just get lost & her to just get over him!!!
My two most favorites are... Blake & JP.

Blake

J.P.


(if she doesnt pick Blake then i want him!)
Any thoughts on this season or favorite guys?!

#20 Get Extensions

# 20... CHECK!! 2 down 20 to go, at this pace i will complete all 22 way before my 22nd bday!!
I got EXTENSIONS!!! Yup, i finally got them!! Thank you Brandi! This picture sucks, but it is the best i could do while i was home alone! I know it doesn't look that long, but it is about 2 inches longer than my real hair... next time i think i'll get 'em 4 inches longer!! :) They are so much fun!!!

Unspoken Love

Yes, this is kinda a depressing post, but i have kinda been in a depressed mood the past few days. Not sure exactly why, but i came up with this to expound on my current feelings...
When i saw him the first time, it was nothing. As time went by, i noticed his personality. He wasn't my type, but maybe that was good. My type always seemed to crush me anyways. He would always make me laugh & i would think about the next time i'd get to see/talk to him. I fell in love with our friendship. It's just that i never let him know. I thought the signs were there that he liked me enough to let me tell him how i felt in my own time. Guess i was wrong because its not the same anymore. He's moved onto another girl & those feelings that were supposedly there, he has totally forgotten about!
Right after graduating from high school I was searching for quotes to make me feel better of having never been given the chance to really date a lot in my teenage/high school years, but since all i could find were quotes about girls grieving over break-ups, i have decided to share my own "guy" feelings which are just as real & heartbroken as girls' feelings. We all search for what seems forever, but usually can find someone in maybe a year or two. I thought a couple of times that i had found the right one, only to be disappointed or hurt. I have been searching for a good few years, trying to convince those i had fallen for that i would give the world to them, just to have my vulnerable, perhaps even weak heart torn. I don't know, i guess i picture myself as that one person who was truly meant for someone, but was never even noticed, much less given the chance to share in the love & joy with that person. Well, if love these days really is not as much love, but more so desire & lust, then count me out! I'd rather rise up to do greater things to fix this twisted world. Anyways, that's my pathetic story/feelings!

(i completed yet another thing off my 22 things list, a blog post with details & pictures coming very soon!!)

18. Purchase legit running shoes

#18: I finally decided that my crappy running shoes needed to be retired & it was time for a pair of legit running shoes. So, i went over to The St. George Running Center & got fitted for my favorite pair of new shoes. I love my new Asics! :)

22 Things TO DO Before I’m 22:

I didn't accomplish many off my last years list, but this year i decided that the majority of them needed to be more realistic, so i'm hoping for the best!! Keep your fingers crossed i can check off all 22!!

1. Keep a journal—write in it EVERY night!
2. Find & purchase the movie “Just Like Heaven”
3. Run a half marathon
4. Trust a guy… completely
5. Eat at the Cheese Cake Factory
6. Get my New Years Kiss… or just a kiss in the rain (NCMO)
7. Purchase a long board & learn to ride it!
8. Go to the Garment District in Cali/Road trip to Cali
9. Lose 10 lbs. (get in shape)
10. Be able to do the splits
11. Go to the somewhere exotic
12. Do baptisms for the dead at least 12 times! (once a month!)
13. Go on a blind date or two!
14. Move Out!! (into a studio apartment/casita)
15. Attend Temple Prep (& maybe take out my endowments)
16. Get a new pair of Vans
17. Fly in an airplane
18. Purchase legit running shoes
19. When someone hugs me, let them be the first to let go (instead of me as usual)
20. Get extensions
21. Have a “DERMOT MULRONEY” movie marathon (my secret celebrity crush)
22. Read the BOM cover to cover (it’ll be the 3rd time)

Crush...

Dear You, I'm sorry i'm not one to reciprocate the same kind of actions & words that you do & say. I'm confused, & i've been hurt multiple times to a degree unimaginable. I'm not one to get close to people quickly, anymore. I used to, i use to be innocent, free, & willing to connect with anyone & everyone on a level that would make everyone my deep, close friend. You may never know it's you. I could say "it's your blue eyes & blonde hair that got me!" but you wouldn't know if it's actually you, or someone else entirely. You're someone I have a crush on, take heed to my words when i say that you're a great person, & it's a terrible tragedy that my fear of being let down, my trust issue, & having to suffer pain again, has led me to keep myself in silence, to make me push everything & everyone away when i realize hints may be put out there. I'm not one of those girls who sticks around, & is the 2nd person in a equation where you have to figure out who you like more. Either i'm your everything, or nothing. Even though i am horrible at figuring out what i am feeling exactly.. The reason i can be so demanding (if i am), is because that's how i treat those who i like. Yes, you're a mere crush right now, but i like you with each new day. Because with each new day, i learn something new, something more about you. So, crush of mine, you may never know if it's really you i'm not the best judge when it comes to knowing if i should trust someone enough to let them. So, my blue eyed, blonde haired crush, if one day you find out it's you i'm talking to, look back on this. You're a funny guy, you're kind, you're sweet, you've got a great personalilty, you always treat me better than i deserve & you have such a strong testimony. I'm not even sure you like hanging out with me when we do have the chance to...but that's just because of my fear. While people love to be around you, i was told that people couldn't STAND to be around me. Who knows eh? What a juvenille term CRUSH is...oh well... -Whitney

The Disease called Perfection:

(The majority of this article was written by a man. I just took out some things & add some of my own words to it)
Perfection: a beautiful fairy-tale that leaves you hating yourself.
As a warning, the following post was written in complete desperation. I have recently learned some very sobering truths from people that I love dearly. These truths have set in motion a quest within me to do whatever I can to make a change. Today is not geared at funny. Today is geared at something greater. I promise after reading this, you will be affected in a way you have always needed to be.
I wonder. Am I the only one aware that there is an infectious mental disease laying siege on us right now? There is a serious pandemic of "Perfection" spreading, and it needs to stop. Hear me out because this is something for which I am passionately and constantly hurting. It's a sickness that I've been trying to put into words for years without much success. It's a sickness that I have personally struggled with. It's a sickness that at times has left me hiding in dark corners and hating myself.
And chances are it's hit you too. What is the disease called "Perfection"? Perhaps a list of its real-life symptoms will help you better understand it. We live in communities where people feel unconquerable amounts of pressure to always appear perfectly happy, perfectly functional, and perfectly figured. "Perfection" is much different than perfectionism. The following examples of "Perfection" are all real examples If you actually stop to think about some of these, you will cry as I did. If you don't, maybe you're infected with way too much of this "Perfection" infection.
-"Perfection" is a wife who feels trapped in a marriage to a lazy, angry, small man, but at soccer practice tells the other wives how wonderful her husband always is.
-"Perfection" is a husband who is belittled, unappreciated, and abused by his wife, yet works endlessly to make his marriage appear incredible to those around him.
-"Perfection" is a daughter with an eating disorder that keeps it hidden for years because she doesn't want to be the first among her family and friends to be imperfect. She would give anything to confront it, but she can't because then the "Perfect" people would hate her as much as she hates herself for it.
-"Perfection" is a couple drowning in debt, but who still agree to that cruise with their friends because the words "we don't have the money" are impossible ones to push across their lips.
-"Perfection" is a mom hating herself because she only sees that every other mom around her is the perfect mother, the perfect wife, and the perfect neighbor. What this mom doesn't know is that Mrs. Jones is also at home crying right now because the pressure to be "Perfect" never lets up.
-"Perfection" is a dad hating himself because he can't give the same thing to his kids that other dads do, and then hates himself further because he takes his self-loathing out on his kids behind closed doors. You know what would have been nice? If you were never born. Do you realize how much money I'd have right now?
-"Perfection" is a child hating herself because the boys at school call her fat, and when she goes home she tells her mom that school was fine. Her mom never stops to question why her daughter doesn't have any friends, because her mom doesn't want to think that anything might be less than "Perfect".
-"Perfection" is a woman who is so overwhelmed that she thinks about killing herself daily. "Perfection" makes it so that she never will because of the things people will think if she does. How could I make my suicide look like an accident? If I kill myself, I don't want anybody knowing that I ever had any problems. She never stops to look at why she wants to do it, because healing means admitting imperfection.
-"Perfection" is a man who everybody heralds as perfect, and inside he is screaming to be seen as the faulty human being that he always has been.
I could go on. This is all a small sampling of the disease called "Perfection". You have brothers, sisters, mothers, fathers, extended family members, neighbors, friends, and children who are ALL these things, yet none of us will ever know. "Perfection" is a hideous monster with a really beautiful face. And chances are you're infected. The good news is, there is a cure….. Be real!! Embrace that you have weakness. Because everybody does. Embrace that your body is not perfect. Because nobody's is. Embrace that you have things you can't control. We all have a list of them.
Here's your wake-up call:
You aren't the only one who feels worthless sometimes.
You aren't the only one who took your frustrations out on someone today.
You aren't the only one who isn't making enough money to support your lifestyle.
You aren't the only one who has questions about your religion.
You aren't the only one who sometimes says things that really hurt other people.
You aren't the only one who feels trapped in your marriage or relationship.
You aren't the only one who gets down and hates yourself and you can't figure out why.
You aren't the only one who hates your body.
You aren't the only one that can't control yourself around food.
The cure is so simple. …Be real!! Be bold about your weaknesses and you will change people's lives. Be honest about who you actually are, and others will begin to be their actual selves around you. Once you cure yourself of the disease, others will come to you, asking if they can just "talk". People are desperate to talk. Some of the most "perfect" people around you will tell you of some of the greatest struggles going on. Some of the most "perfect" people around you will break down in tears as they tell you how difficult life is for them. Turns out some of the most "perfect" people around us are human beings after all, and are dying to talk to another human being about it. You'll love them for it. And you'll love yourself even more.
**Let's not forget this quote: "I went out to find a friend and could not find one there. I went out to be a friend, and friends were everywhere." Somebody who is being a friend doesn't spread "Perfection". Somebody who is being a friend spreads "Real". Then, and only then, can we all grow together.
I am not perfect, nor do I want anybody to think of me as such. Here's my dose of real:
-I once sat in my bedroom crying uncontrollably because I felt like everybody thought I was fat and ugly. I was a full grown woman.
-There are some people I avoid bumping into in public because I feel like I'm not as good as them.
-I judge people harshly who share the same features that I hate about myself.
-Sometimes I'm sad. Sometimes I'm not funny. Sometimes I just want to be alone. Sometimes I stay at home on a weekend because I just don't want to see the "Perfection" going on around me. Sometimes I want to drop-kick a perfect person's head across the room.
"Perfection" infects every corner of society. It infects our schools. It infects neighborhoods. It infects our workplaces. This is not to say that there aren't a lot of genuinely, happy people. I am one of those people. Most of the time. There is nothing more beautiful than a person finding true happiness in who they are and what they believe. No, this is not me trying to diminish the happiness in others. This is merely me pathetically attempting to put a face on a problem that I see everywhere but few people ever notice.
{this last paragraph was all taken from the man who wrote the perfection article}
This is me, weeping as I write, asking the good people of the world to find somebody to put their arm around and be "real". This is me, wishing that people would realize how beautiful they are, even with all of their imperfections. This is me, sad and desperate for the girls in this world to love themselves. This is me, a very imperfect man, trying to help others feel a little more perfect by asking you to act a little less perfect.

Day 15, 14, 13 & 12

Day 15, 14, 13 & 12 (hectic week again!)
15: A picture of something you wanna do before you die:

Go to the Washington D.C. Temple

14: A picture of your all time favorite movie:Pride & Prejudice (this version cuz of Mr. Darcy)

13: A picture that can always make you smile:

This is Brady (one of my really good friends i met at DSC) & I.

12: A picture of your celebrity crush:

This was a very tough decision cuz i have quite a few but i would have to say...
JUDE LAW

Day 17 & 16

(yet another day missed.. so another double post, life has been crazy busy!!)

Day 16: A picture of your most treasured items: (i couldn't pick just one of them!)

dr. pepper & my bed

Day 17: A picture of somewhere you'd LOVE to travel...

PARIS, FRANCE! since i was about 8 yrs old (or younger) i have always wanted to go to Paris & see the Eiffel Tower!
One day!!

Day 18

Day 18 A picture of you & a family member from at least 3 years ago...

Most of you probably dont recognize me in this picture, due to the fact that i no longer have blonde hair & the fact that we look like little kids here. (ages 17 & 19)

Day 19

Day 19 A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without!

Me & my WONDERFUL mom Kellie!

(excuse the fact that this picture is 2 years old, its the only one i could find!)
not pictured to also answer this question, would be my 2nd mother, Lisa Stratton!

Day 20

Day 20 - A picture of someone you miss

This is me & my very best friend Marie. I love her to death!! The only problem right now is... she lives 6 hours away & i rarely get to see her!!

Day 21

Day 21 A picture of your day..
This is actually a picture i took a few weeks ago at work, but i did almost this exact thing today! This is a stack of charts of patients who haven't been seen in years & need to be shredded!! All i can say is i am exhausted!

Day 23 & 22

Day 23 & 22 (i missed a day so here are two pic's to make up for it!)

23: A picture of the person/people you the craziest things with..

Britt, Shay & Mikyla

22: A picture of something or someone you wish you could forget...

{picture removed!}

Day 24

Day 24 A picture of the person/people who has/have gotten you through the most.Claire & Stacia
Two of my best friends throughout high school.
These 2 girls have gotten me through the everything from the toughest breakups to the stupidest problems with boys, life, school, etc. You name it they were there to help!
I remember our countless
chocolate.
ice cream.
chick flick.
girls nights.
helped get us through anything!!

Day 25

Day 25 A picture or two from last night.

FACIALS w/ Jacob, Melissa, Shauni, Skyler & Mom

Day 26

Day 26: A picture of your favorite memory from college.

1ST ANNUAL DARE NIGHT BATTLE!
E2 VS. D2

Day 27

Day 27: A picture that makes you laugh!

This is a picture of Jaydin & that is her moms bra. I seriously laugh everytime i see this cuz i can totally imagine her running around the house wearing this on her head!! (i mean she is 2 & got her first bra for Christmas that she wears around the house! She loves them, as you can tell!)

I love you Jaydin!!

Day 28

Day 28- A picture of the cast from your favorite tv show-- BONES

(Cast Members from l t0 r: Dr. Jack Hodgins, Angela Montenegro, Agent Seely Booth, Dr. Temperance Brennan aka Bones, Dr. Zac Addy & Dr. Camille Saroyan. Not photographed Dr. Lance Sweets)

If you haven't ever seen this, i would highly recommend watching it, i am ADDICTED!! :)

Day 29

Day #29 A picture of you & the person you have been the closest with the longest:
Claire has been my best friend for as long as i can remember. The day i met her i knew we'd be best friends for life. I love her like a sister! I can't imagine my life without her... High school would have been so lonely! :)

Me & Claire- Graduation 2008

30 Day Picture Challenge

One of my friends was doing this on her blog, so i decided to take her idea & do one of my own. Its called the 30 Day Picture Challenge! Each day you post a different picture to go with the question/statement for that day. (in reverse.. so starting with 30)

Day #30 A picture of yourself with 15 different facts about you:

1. i would rather break a bone than be touched by feet!
2. i LOVE singing. Especially when i'm alone, in the shower or in the car
3. My favorite Ice Cream flavor: Vanilla
4. i HATE being the decision maker.
5. i LOVE asparagus
6. i like getting dressed up all nice (high heels, dress, etc.)but would rather be in a pair of comfy jeans & a plain tee all day.
7. Good music & Chocolate cheer me up!
8. i LOVE writing in my journal
9. Favorite Movie: Pride & Prejudice (newer version)
10. My original hair color is blonde
11. I am double jointed
12. i LOVE being outdoors
13. i am a firm believer that one shoe can change your life
14. i want a temple marriage (in the washington, dc temple..i wish)
15. my favorite color is blue.

Dear John...

I was writing a really good missionary friend the yesterday & i came across this really funny Dear John letter. I totally want to send it to someone!

Dear Elder {enter missionaries name here},
I want you to know that you mean the world to me. I will always treasure the moments we spent together, and I know we will have many more of those moments in the future, considering that I’m marrying your older brother {insert name} in two weeks!! Yeah, isn’t it crazy!? We wanted you to come to the wedding, but we decided that we couldn’t wait that long. We’re getting married on {insert date here} in the {Temple name} Temple. I know I promised to wait for you back when we were dating, but I know God has a better plan in mind for both of us. But we’re thinking that we might name our first son after you. That would be nice, wouldn’t it? I hope we can still be really good friends, otherwise {insert older bro’s name here} would feel really bad. Anyways, have a great day!

~Love Always,
{insert your name}

such a classic Dear John, isn't it!! hahahahaha

{2011} Happy New Year {2011}

HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Yes it is almost 3 a.m. & since i can't sleep i decided i would type up my New Years Resolutions, we'll to be exact i am only typing 9 of them... why 9? just cuz!

Goals: (some may be worldly others may be religious)
*note* they are not in order from most important to least, just random order!
1. Become NOT shy! (this ones is just for dan!)
2. Attend the temple regularly (1-3 times a month)
3. Master a song or 2 on the piano
4. Lose 10 lbs/ Get in shape
5. Run a 1/2 marathon, maybe 2
6. Be better at remembering to say my morning prayers
7. Scripture study.. do it better!
8. Pay off my car
9. Get a new years kiss! New Years 2012

Wish me luck! Cuz i'm gonna need all the luck i can get to complete these all before 2012!!